Sometimes we have very difficult times in our live. It is that difficult and make us bent, disheartened, loosing our confidence..... bring you to the very low point of the earth and bang!! It can be much worse if you don't have someone beside you. What are you going to do if you experiencing it by yourself?
This is an open question for you :-)see you in couple of weeks.... I am going to Vienna again"ich geh nach wien wieda, wien, ich komm gleich!